Thursday, June 26, 2008
I am sorry. I can't even pretend that there is hope for you and I anymore. I am sorry that I love everyone else. I can't listen to the same songs that were once for you. For some reason, you were a block for me; I couldn't write for you and I didn't try enough to force myself to care. I guess in a lot of ways, you showed me too many of your weaknesses and made me realize that neither of us was strong enough for the both of us and that I was emotionally stronger than you. You couldn't hold me together when I'd fall apart because you fell apart, too. I never felt safe around you because I knew that you weren't independent enough to take care of yourself and so I knew that you wouldn't be able to take care of me. I am the girl in the relationship, but you always outfeminined me, which I didn't even no was possible. I guess, I just got to a point where I realized that I couldn't love you anymore.
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