Wednesday, June 18, 2008
It has been a while since I felt like this; I hate jealousy. I hate it. Oh my fucking God, I hate this. I feel sick. Just watching Eric charm other girls, I feel sick. I try to shake it off, or at least pretend or appear to shake it off. And alas, I am found with no confidence left and I want to throw up. Hahah, maybe too many M&Ms. Or maybe he doesn't like me anymore. A part of me knows that I am nothing special to him, yet I feel for Eric way too much because it is too easy for someone to take him away from me. I want him to be mine, or well, it is more like this; I don't mind if he wants other girls, as long as I am his favorite. But now, I don't even feel as if I am anymore.
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