Monday, August 11, 2008
that I give a fuck anymore. We aren't together anymore and that is how it'll stay. You don't like Harry Potter and will never even be close to being my Remus. You don't do crazy things and aren't as strong as my Dragon Ash. I feel bad but at the same time, I just want to talk about Eric and Ash all the time because they make me feel things that I never felt with you. At Harry Potter night, Eric dressed up and that's why I hopelessly flirted with him: he liked something that I loved but you never understood. You never listened to the music I suggested, really, until Aaron came along and played it all for you. You didn't fake anything while we were together and I'm not going to anymore since we aren't.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
113. Stevie Kalei (Mahekona)
Thursday, August 7, 2008
I think is what my name is in this play. I get to act with Jason Scott Lee and be 12 and all that good shit. I fucking think this shit is hilarious. I fucking Christian saved the day!!! But with, basically less than a week to go before showtime, I'm fucking FREAKING OUT, MAN. I just hope this show goes well and that we make it through.
I think is what my name is in this play. I get to act with Jason Scott Lee and be 12 and all that good shit. I fucking think this shit is hilarious. I fucking Christian saved the day!!! But with, basically less than a week to go before showtime, I'm fucking FREAKING OUT, MAN. I just hope this show goes well and that we make it through.
112. Blankets and Sheets (7:45AM)
Thursday, August 7, 2008
is what got messed up today. Remus woke me up at 7:45 in the fucking morning; I swear, he is basically the only person who could wake me up that early without me getting mad. 7:45AM to around 11L20ush at my house and his smell may or may not still be only my blankets ans sheets...but it was nice laying with him. And he actually said "and you're lucky I love you..." <3 my werewolf and that charming bastard got me to take him inside, crawl on top of him, give him a little bit of a handjob and a little little bit of a blowjob. That charming bastard. I fucking love him. OH OH OH and the thing that made me happiest...I don't him that I MIGHT do the blowjob (because he said it was too soon for sex) if he kissed me, and he kissed me. That made me happy because that was what I wanted from him for a long time. My Remus, you know I love you; too too much...not like we care. :p Oh, and you know that lollipop is my happy song, babe.
is what got messed up today. Remus woke me up at 7:45 in the fucking morning; I swear, he is basically the only person who could wake me up that early without me getting mad. 7:45AM to around 11L20ush at my house and his smell may or may not still be only my blankets ans sheets...but it was nice laying with him. And he actually said "and you're lucky I love you..." <3 my werewolf and that charming bastard got me to take him inside, crawl on top of him, give him a little bit of a handjob and a little little bit of a blowjob. That charming bastard. I fucking love him. OH OH OH and the thing that made me happiest...I don't him that I MIGHT do the blowjob (because he said it was too soon for sex) if he kissed me, and he kissed me. That made me happy because that was what I wanted from him for a long time. My Remus, you know I love you; too too much...not like we care. :p Oh, and you know that lollipop is my happy song, babe.
111. Jana
Saturday, July 12, 2008
My big sister, best friend and lets face it, my love. I adore her; my sister who took care of me and protected me when no one else would. And the only person who I would do anything for. I love her. LOVE. L-O-V-E and miss her every day. She is the only person who I have thought of every single day since I first met her. She is the only person that I know FOR SURE that will be in my mind for the rest of all time.
My big sister, best friend and lets face it, my love. I adore her; my sister who took care of me and protected me when no one else would. And the only person who I would do anything for. I love her. LOVE. L-O-V-E and miss her every day. She is the only person who I have thought of every single day since I first met her. She is the only person that I know FOR SURE that will be in my mind for the rest of all time.
110. < / 3
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Who knew that being taken off of a top 8 would make me so sad. I guess it is because it is Tomasu. And that means that I am not, something. I don't know, but this makes me really sad and now I feel bad and want to listen to emo. I feel unimportant now. Fuck.
Who knew that being taken off of a top 8 would make me so sad. I guess it is because it is Tomasu. And that means that I am not, something. I don't know, but this makes me really sad and now I feel bad and want to listen to emo. I feel unimportant now. Fuck.
109. Cobalt and Calcium
Thursday, July 10, 2008
~Where I will annoy you, with every waking breath, until you decide to wake up
~Now listen well, will you marry me? and are you will in the Suffering?
~And when the answer that you want is in the question that you state
~please don't tell my secrets, keep, them hidden
~Where I will annoy you, with every waking breath, until you decide to wake up
~Now listen well, will you marry me? and are you will in the Suffering?
~And when the answer that you want is in the question that you state
~please don't tell my secrets, keep, them hidden
108. Special
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Eric made me feel special today in two ways. Semona was going to the beach with his sister and instead of going and getting a nice piece of ass, he said, "well with her distracting my sister, I can be with you." =) and before/during/after the 1.5 hour handjob I gave him in the movies, he sorta held my hand. He also brought Germ-x for when we stole 3rd base. :p yes, we both got skin and he is pretty good with his hands. But, the thing that made me the happiest was when he said he worried and thought about me and when he kinda held my hand in the movies. It was sweet. <3 and how he would randomly put his arms around me. My Remus has been doing well in actually showing me that he gives a fuck.
Eric made me feel special today in two ways. Semona was going to the beach with his sister and instead of going and getting a nice piece of ass, he said, "well with her distracting my sister, I can be with you." =) and before/during/after the 1.5 hour handjob I gave him in the movies, he sorta held my hand. He also brought Germ-x for when we stole 3rd base. :p yes, we both got skin and he is pretty good with his hands. But, the thing that made me the happiest was when he said he worried and thought about me and when he kinda held my hand in the movies. It was sweet. <3 and how he would randomly put his arms around me. My Remus has been doing well in actually showing me that he gives a fuck.
107. -sobs-
Monday, July 7, 2008
Yet again you take my tears, Eric.
get me into trouble, yet I still don't feel mad
in fact I love you all the more though I should not
If you were here, maybe I wouldn't be crying
maybe I would feel better, maybe I would be happily laying with you...maybe I wouldn't worry about you...maybe we would totally be fucking and I wouldn't be thinking about any of this...
and yet tomorrow I will fake this facade again to convince you that everything is okay when I am probably fucking up my life just to be a small part of yours
and again, I find myself crying to sleep.
Yet again you take my tears, Eric.
get me into trouble, yet I still don't feel mad
in fact I love you all the more though I should not
If you were here, maybe I wouldn't be crying
maybe I would feel better, maybe I would be happily laying with you...maybe I wouldn't worry about you...maybe we would totally be fucking and I wouldn't be thinking about any of this...
and yet tomorrow I will fake this facade again to convince you that everything is okay when I am probably fucking up my life just to be a small part of yours
and again, I find myself crying to sleep.
Friday, August 28, 2009
106. Oops,
Monday, July 7, 2008
I love you, but I'm not supposed to
~too much
so much more than I am supposed to
2 . 1/2 handjobs and the willingness to do more. And I guess it finally dawned on me; I love you, though it is against the rules and I shouldn't
-too good
you can do better than just me, though if you want to is a different story.
I love every second I spend with you and no matter what, you will always be my Remus and I will always be your Dora <3
I love you, but I'm not supposed to
~too much
so much more than I am supposed to
2 . 1/2 handjobs and the willingness to do more. And I guess it finally dawned on me; I love you, though it is against the rules and I shouldn't
-too good
you can do better than just me, though if you want to is a different story.
I love every second I spend with you and no matter what, you will always be my Remus and I will always be your Dora <3
105. Violents；あいしないあいしない （愛しない）
Monday, July 7, 2008
ころして さあ、たちなさい、うちころして あげる
じさつ
さけふ
しらない よ
うれしい けど きみ は 私 が きらい
あなた は おれ が だいきらい
わかった
Tへれ イｓ の れあそん ｆおｒ wりちんｇ ｔひｓ えｘｃえｐｔ べｃあうせ い ｃあん あんｄ い どんｔ
ｃあれ えのうｇｈ と ど むｃｈ えｌせ。
ころして さあ、たちなさい、うちころして あげる
じさつ
さけふ
しらない よ
うれしい けど きみ は 私 が きらい
あなた は おれ が だいきらい
わかった
Tへれ イｓ の れあそん ｆおｒ wりちんｇ ｔひｓ えｘｃえｐｔ べｃあうせ い ｃあん あんｄ い どんｔ
ｃあれ えのうｇｈ と ど むｃｈ えｌせ。
104. Hip-Hop Mix Tape
Friday, July 4, 2008
Lollipop - Lil Wayne
You - Lloyd ft. Lil Wayne
Take You There - Sean Kingston
Sexual eruption - Snoop Dogg
Umbrella - Rihanna
Feedback - Janet Jackson
Oh - Ciara
I Wanna Fuck You - Akon
Yah Bitch! - Soulja Boy
Report Card - Soulja Boy
Lollipop - Lil Wayne
You - Lloyd ft. Lil Wayne
Take You There - Sean Kingston
Sexual eruption - Snoop Dogg
Umbrella - Rihanna
Feedback - Janet Jackson
Oh - Ciara
I Wanna Fuck You - Akon
Yah Bitch! - Soulja Boy
Report Card - Soulja Boy
103. Oh, orgasm? ♥small kine♥
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Ok so today was nice because Eric made me feel special by saying that he remembers every place we've been together. And that he always feels special when he is around me. And I told him that I did feel really special around him because he can charm all these girls but the one he always sits by is me. And who he holds and hugs and all that. And he told me about his father and the things that happened...he is crazy, but he's my crazy person. I always let him get away with everything and do what he tells/asks me to do. And, well, the reason why I titled this what I did; he sorta skipped a few bases and I gave him half a handjob...though he started it by groping me and trying to put his hands up and down my skirt. but then he said he got a hard on and says "so, you wanna grab it?" and then I thought he was joking...but ten minutes later or so, he said "no, seriously, do you want to?" and I did and it was exciting. Oh and the nice thing he did today: when I was changing, some weird dude drove by and eyed me out and he actually got irritated; he was like "gtfo of your truck and Imma kick your ass" =) and he drive me home. Eric actually does care a lot about me. He says he thinks about me a lot. :D and he says he's not a jealous person.
Ok so today was nice because Eric made me feel special by saying that he remembers every place we've been together. And that he always feels special when he is around me. And I told him that I did feel really special around him because he can charm all these girls but the one he always sits by is me. And who he holds and hugs and all that. And he told me about his father and the things that happened...he is crazy, but he's my crazy person. I always let him get away with everything and do what he tells/asks me to do. And, well, the reason why I titled this what I did; he sorta skipped a few bases and I gave him half a handjob...though he started it by groping me and trying to put his hands up and down my skirt. but then he said he got a hard on and says "so, you wanna grab it?" and then I thought he was joking...but ten minutes later or so, he said "no, seriously, do you want to?" and I did and it was exciting. Oh and the nice thing he did today: when I was changing, some weird dude drove by and eyed me out and he actually got irritated; he was like "gtfo of your truck and Imma kick your ass" =) and he drive me home. Eric actually does care a lot about me. He says he thinks about me a lot. :D and he says he's not a jealous person.
102. Today (is the Greatest)
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Skipped today, aka couldn't go. so we went to the beach and the movies. Twas easy. 4 miles and Wanted. Got to swim and chill with the homies. AJ, Kiennan, Matt, Malcolm, Eric and me. And it was awesome. Missed Jaime though. because she is rad. =) Ate cookies, mochi crunch, chips and drank iced tea and amp. And swam, which is awesome. And Kiennan seemed happier. And we all chilled and were happy. It was chill =) =) =)
Skipped today, aka couldn't go. so we went to the beach and the movies. Twas easy. 4 miles and Wanted. Got to swim and chill with the homies. AJ, Kiennan, Matt, Malcolm, Eric and me. And it was awesome. Missed Jaime though. because she is rad. =) Ate cookies, mochi crunch, chips and drank iced tea and amp. And swam, which is awesome. And Kiennan seemed happier. And we all chilled and were happy. It was chill =) =) =)
101. Songs I Want to Learn
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Self-Esteem by The Offspring
Romance by Buck-Tick
Ready, Steady, Go by L'Arc~en~Ciel
Freak Out by Acidman
Teenage Werewolf by The Remus Lupins
Blue and Yellow by The Used
Fall Back Down by Rancid
Lion and the Lamb by The Get-Up Kids
The Days of the Phoenix by AFI
Stolen by Dashboard Confessional
Feathers by Coheed and Cambria
Giving Up by Silverstein
Head Like a Hole by Nine Inch Nails
Tonight, Tonight by Smashing Pumpkins
Nude by Radiohead
Dig by Incubus
In Bloom by Nirvana
You Know You're Right by Nirvana
Self-Esteem by The Offspring
Romance by Buck-Tick
Ready, Steady, Go by L'Arc~en~Ciel
Freak Out by Acidman
Teenage Werewolf by The Remus Lupins
Blue and Yellow by The Used
Fall Back Down by Rancid
Lion and the Lamb by The Get-Up Kids
The Days of the Phoenix by AFI
Stolen by Dashboard Confessional
Feathers by Coheed and Cambria
Giving Up by Silverstein
Head Like a Hole by Nine Inch Nails
Tonight, Tonight by Smashing Pumpkins
Nude by Radiohead
Dig by Incubus
In Bloom by Nirvana
You Know You're Right by Nirvana
100. And Now, More Ranting
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Got kinda kicked out of the program, sorta...oh well. At least I don't have to do this stupid shit anymore...ugh. i don't even really know or care if I actually want to come back to this. Not much of a point, I suppose. Hate this stuff anyway, not like I really needed it anyway. But whatevers. then, meh....more time to drink, and find new and inventive ways to kill myself. fun.
Got kinda kicked out of the program, sorta...oh well. At least I don't have to do this stupid shit anymore...ugh. i don't even really know or care if I actually want to come back to this. Not much of a point, I suppose. Hate this stuff anyway, not like I really needed it anyway. But whatevers. then, meh....more time to drink, and find new and inventive ways to kill myself. fun.
99. To ロック リー
Thursday, June 26, 2008
I am sorry. I can't even pretend that there is hope for you and I anymore. I am sorry that I love everyone else. I can't listen to the same songs that were once for you. For some reason, you were a block for me; I couldn't write for you and I didn't try enough to force myself to care. I guess in a lot of ways, you showed me too many of your weaknesses and made me realize that neither of us was strong enough for the both of us and that I was emotionally stronger than you. You couldn't hold me together when I'd fall apart because you fell apart, too. I never felt safe around you because I knew that you weren't independent enough to take care of yourself and so I knew that you wouldn't be able to take care of me. I am the girl in the relationship, but you always outfeminined me, which I didn't even no was possible. I guess, I just got to a point where I realized that I couldn't love you anymore.
I am sorry. I can't even pretend that there is hope for you and I anymore. I am sorry that I love everyone else. I can't listen to the same songs that were once for you. For some reason, you were a block for me; I couldn't write for you and I didn't try enough to force myself to care. I guess in a lot of ways, you showed me too many of your weaknesses and made me realize that neither of us was strong enough for the both of us and that I was emotionally stronger than you. You couldn't hold me together when I'd fall apart because you fell apart, too. I never felt safe around you because I knew that you weren't independent enough to take care of yourself and so I knew that you wouldn't be able to take care of me. I am the girl in the relationship, but you always outfeminined me, which I didn't even no was possible. I guess, I just got to a point where I realized that I couldn't love you anymore.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
98. Wrock in Stock
Monday, June 23, 2008
-I was hanging out in the shrieking shack, but now, I'm never going back...
-We are right here by your side
-Cornelius Fudge, keep your hands off the Prophet; these times are hard and we all must work to stop it
-Come back now, come back now, come back from beyond the veil
-I solemnly swear that I'm up to no good, mischief managed
-we rescued the sorcerer's stone, and went down the chamber of secrets, we rescued the prisoner of Azkaban, we won the goblet of fire and joined the order of the phoenix, yeah, we'll take the half blood prince down, I know we can, I know we can.
-The seven Potters, there's a million ways we will make it tonight, oh tonight, we must fly.
-I was hanging out in the shrieking shack, but now, I'm never going back...
-We are right here by your side
-Cornelius Fudge, keep your hands off the Prophet; these times are hard and we all must work to stop it
-Come back now, come back now, come back from beyond the veil
-I solemnly swear that I'm up to no good, mischief managed
-we rescued the sorcerer's stone, and went down the chamber of secrets, we rescued the prisoner of Azkaban, we won the goblet of fire and joined the order of the phoenix, yeah, we'll take the half blood prince down, I know we can, I know we can.
-The seven Potters, there's a million ways we will make it tonight, oh tonight, we must fly.
97. For Someone with a Four lettered name, there are two
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Blue and Yellow - The Used
I Caught Fire - The Used
Greener With the Scenery - The Used
Yesterday's Feelings - The Used
Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
You - Lloyd ft. Lil Wayne
Six Feet Under the Stars - All Time Low
Memory - Sugarcult
Superman - Eminem
Say it Right - Nelly Furtado
I'm Like a Lawyer With the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off (Me & You) - Fall Out Boy
Mr. Brightside - The Killers
Lollipop - Lil Wayne
Blue and Yellow - The Used
I Caught Fire - The Used
Greener With the Scenery - The Used
Yesterday's Feelings - The Used
Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
You - Lloyd ft. Lil Wayne
Six Feet Under the Stars - All Time Low
Memory - Sugarcult
Superman - Eminem
Say it Right - Nelly Furtado
I'm Like a Lawyer With the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off (Me & You) - Fall Out Boy
Mr. Brightside - The Killers
Lollipop - Lil Wayne
96. The Soundtrack - LupinXTonks
Thursday, June 19, 2008
I Will Follow You Into the Dark - Death Cab For Cutie
Slowdance on the Inside - Taking Back Sunday
Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park
One Song Glory - Adam Pascal (RENT)
Without You - Adam Pascal and Rosario Dawson (RENT movie)
Pieces - Red
All Good Things (Come to an End) - Nelly Furtado
Say it Right - Nelly Furtado
Alive With the Glory of Love - Say Anything
Teenage Werewolf - The Remus Lupins
I Will Follow You Into the Dark - Death Cab For Cutie
Slowdance on the Inside - Taking Back Sunday
Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park
One Song Glory - Adam Pascal (RENT)
Without You - Adam Pascal and Rosario Dawson (RENT movie)
Pieces - Red
All Good Things (Come to an End) - Nelly Furtado
Say it Right - Nelly Furtado
Alive With the Glory of Love - Say Anything
Teenage Werewolf - The Remus Lupins
95. Remember This Feeling?
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
It has been a while since I felt like this; I hate jealousy. I hate it. Oh my fucking God, I hate this. I feel sick. Just watching Eric charm other girls, I feel sick. I try to shake it off, or at least pretend or appear to shake it off. And alas, I am found with no confidence left and I want to throw up. Hahah, maybe too many M&Ms. Or maybe he doesn't like me anymore. A part of me knows that I am nothing special to him, yet I feel for Eric way too much because it is too easy for someone to take him away from me. I want him to be mine, or well, it is more like this; I don't mind if he wants other girls, as long as I am his favorite. But now, I don't even feel as if I am anymore.
It has been a while since I felt like this; I hate jealousy. I hate it. Oh my fucking God, I hate this. I feel sick. Just watching Eric charm other girls, I feel sick. I try to shake it off, or at least pretend or appear to shake it off. And alas, I am found with no confidence left and I want to throw up. Hahah, maybe too many M&Ms. Or maybe he doesn't like me anymore. A part of me knows that I am nothing special to him, yet I feel for Eric way too much because it is too easy for someone to take him away from me. I want him to be mine, or well, it is more like this; I don't mind if he wants other girls, as long as I am his favorite. But now, I don't even feel as if I am anymore.
94. Quick List; Tomasu とます－たかしさま
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
I Wish You Were Here - Incubus
Drive - Incubus
Dig - Incubus
I Miss You - Incubus
Perfect Situation - Weezer
Island in the Sun - Weezer
Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
Little Wonders - Rob Thomas
Lead Sails (And a Paper Anchor) - Atreyu
Come On, Eileen - Save Ferris
Friends and Family - Trik Turner
Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo - Bloodhound Gang
MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
Note to Self - From First to Last
Tonight, Tonight - Smashing Pumpkins
The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance
What it is to Burn - Finch
I Wish You Were Here - Incubus
Drive - Incubus
Dig - Incubus
I Miss You - Incubus
Perfect Situation - Weezer
Island in the Sun - Weezer
Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
Little Wonders - Rob Thomas
Lead Sails (And a Paper Anchor) - Atreyu
Come On, Eileen - Save Ferris
Friends and Family - Trik Turner
Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo - Bloodhound Gang
MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
Note to Self - From First to Last
Tonight, Tonight - Smashing Pumpkins
The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance
What it is to Burn - Finch
93. To KYM, I am Sorry
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
and I am writing in pink for you. I promised you forever and I couldn't give it to you. And I know that this was my own fault. I said that I loved you because I didn't want Matt anymore and I dreamt about you once. We don't have much in common and you were too scared...though I don't want it to sound like you are to blame. I was the one who said that I would love you forever, but when I stopped loving you like that, I realized that all the words that could be said were already used. After two years, I was done. I couldn't feign interest anymore and I am sorry. We both grew in different directions and we barely even saw each other anymore, though...I can't pretend that I didn't see that things were coming to a close already. It was no fault of yours, though. It was all my fault, but I couldn't help it...I didn't mean to start liking Eric; I didn't mean for Ash to tell me that he loved me, and I didn't mean to like them more than you. But that doesn't make it any better. Fuck, I'm even sorry that I didn't try to hide it and that I said that maybe one day we could get back together. I don't think that we ever will be again...I just hope that you don't hate me...I still think of you as a friend.
and I am writing in pink for you. I promised you forever and I couldn't give it to you. And I know that this was my own fault. I said that I loved you because I didn't want Matt anymore and I dreamt about you once. We don't have much in common and you were too scared...though I don't want it to sound like you are to blame. I was the one who said that I would love you forever, but when I stopped loving you like that, I realized that all the words that could be said were already used. After two years, I was done. I couldn't feign interest anymore and I am sorry. We both grew in different directions and we barely even saw each other anymore, though...I can't pretend that I didn't see that things were coming to a close already. It was no fault of yours, though. It was all my fault, but I couldn't help it...I didn't mean to start liking Eric; I didn't mean for Ash to tell me that he loved me, and I didn't mean to like them more than you. But that doesn't make it any better. Fuck, I'm even sorry that I didn't try to hide it and that I said that maybe one day we could get back together. I don't think that we ever will be again...I just hope that you don't hate me...I still think of you as a friend.
92. Selfish
Monday, June 16, 2008
is what I am...I want Ash. I want Eric. I like how Eric and I am and I like how me and Ash are. I know that I am two different people around them, but I can't help it...they both bring out different things in me. Ash brings out the best in me; I am the good girl, the good student and the one who tries not to get in trouble...but Eric brings out the worst in me; I am the naughty girl, the rebel, the smartass and the sex object. I just don't now if and when this will end. And now, with Nishi, I like joking around with him too....except I am never quite entirely sure if I am serious or joking. Grr...I want way too much. I want Ash to be around and play with me,...in every sense of the word....I want to mess around with Eric and I want to hang around and lay in Nishi's bed...fuck me, man. I guess that I don't really know what I want, after all. :(
is what I am...I want Ash. I want Eric. I like how Eric and I am and I like how me and Ash are. I know that I am two different people around them, but I can't help it...they both bring out different things in me. Ash brings out the best in me; I am the good girl, the good student and the one who tries not to get in trouble...but Eric brings out the worst in me; I am the naughty girl, the rebel, the smartass and the sex object. I just don't now if and when this will end. And now, with Nishi, I like joking around with him too....except I am never quite entirely sure if I am serious or joking. Grr...I want way too much. I want Ash to be around and play with me,...in every sense of the word....I want to mess around with Eric and I want to hang around and lay in Nishi's bed...fuck me, man. I guess that I don't really know what I want, after all. :(
91. Paranoia, Self-Destroyer
Sunday, June 8, 2008
you know, today is just one of those days where I feel like everyone hates me. Like, especially Tim and Jared, and everyone else, but mostly them. And it scares me. They're a few of the only people I really have and I hate myself for feeling like they hate me and for driving them to hate me.
you know, today is just one of those days where I feel like everyone hates me. Like, especially Tim and Jared, and everyone else, but mostly them. And it scares me. They're a few of the only people I really have and I hate myself for feeling like they hate me and for driving them to hate me.
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